But the stress I experience while pursuing my own creative projects (my book, courses, talks, workshops, etc.) is different.
It still sucks, and each time I think to myself, “I need to stop this shit and get a job like a normal person.”
But once those projects wrap, the reward I feel afterwards is growth. I feel taller somehow. More capable. More energized. More valuable.
And I start to think to myself, “Well, shit, if that was inside you, what else is in there???”
It's like realizing my potential in real-time. And there’s no better drug on this planet.
So now, instead of fearing and avoiding this type of stressful work, I’m chasing it.
Both paths are hard. But one eats away at our souls. And the other one feeds it.
And it can also feed your family.
I highly recommend improving your ratio.
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